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 Wanneer ik durf te hopen <\/p>\n\n\n\n

mij indenk hoe ons gezin zal zijn <\/p>\n\n\n\n

kleine voetjes <\/p>\n\n\n\n

duizend luiers <\/p>\n\n\n\n

en de geur van o zo klein <\/p>\n\n\n\n

dan ben ik sterk <\/p>\n\n\n\n

dan ben ik moedig <\/p>\n\n\n\n

dan doe ik dat met al mijn kracht <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mijn hart is al in stukjes <\/p>\n\n\n\n

van het wensje op wie ik wacht <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Houd me <\/p>\n\n\n\n

begrijp me <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ik kan die toekomst nu nog niet aan <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mijn wanhoop van de hoop <\/p>\n\n\n\n

is echt <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ik probeer <\/p>\n\n\n\n

vooral te blijven staan <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dit gedicht schreef ik over het hopen en wanhoop in het ICSI traject. Telkens weer proberen om zwanger te raken, hopen op het gezin dat ik wens en tegelijkertijd de wanhoop van een negatieve zwangerschapstest. De wachtweken waren altijd een mix van hoop en wanhoop.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mandy<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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